Okay, so my cat's dying. Since last week she's been getting worse and worse. First of all she stopped eating and drinking. Next, she started avoiding me, my mom and the other cats. Looking for solitude she'd stay all days hidden in some dark spot. Since yesterday it was getting far worse. Simultaneously with getting gradually weaker and having difficulties with walking, white liquid, probably pus, started leaking out of her womb, although it wasn't obvious at the beginning for neither of humans in my home. What is more the cat is unable to drink anything anymore, as she is regugitating any water she drinks. The vet gave us some medicine to stop the reaction, but even after injecting her with them she's not really eager to drink and seems to suffer stomachache after drinking even small doses of liquid. After 4 PM the vet is supposed to come and euthanize her.

"What am I supposed to do?" - I was asking myself. Having Reiki initiation, experiencing energy of creative love power in meditation and considering myself a mage apprentice. It's not going to be any sort of tragedy for me, when the cat finally leaves the material plane, but still I can see the creature suffer and I don't want to feel helpless. As long as my mother was still at home, preparing to leave for work I didn't feel easy enough to heal the animal. All I did was discrete aura cleansing and 'removing' any bad energies from her.Still, it didn't seem to help. The cat was restless, looking for some place to stay. She spent some time cuddling to her son, later on she tried to enter the wardrobes and when she was just lying somewhere her stomach was twitching and mouth wincing. After some time I realised I can try with her chakras. I started with cleansing her aura, then I tried to feel her chakras with my hand. I sensed a clot on the hara. I removed it and then mentally connected with appropriate energy plane, directing orange ki through my hands to rebuild the chakra. After all I cut off from the cat, ordering my energy to stay by her. Since then she seems to have calmed down. She's just lying on the bed, eyes half closed. Doesn't wince, doesn't move, seeming to wait for her fate.

As in "Le Petit Prince" I'm responsible for what I tame. I've done my best, partly calmed my conscience and probably helped the creature. Now all I can do is wait. 'Till the 4 PM, when Charon arrives.